i hate awkward moments!

the time when i did wrong, and one showed his/her reaction too obviously
seriously.. i do not mean it!!! i too realise my weakness and perhaps it is also wrong of me not to tell you how truly sorry i am for being incapable of doing such a simple task! and of course for ruining the moment with the awkwardness! dont mind me.. i may be overanalysing the situation itself.. hahaha well, i am not close to you so you may have not been able to translate the sorry look in my eyes .. so here we go, i am sorry.
despite your insensitivity, i managed to look at a glimpse of disappointment.. one you might not have realised you displayed and for that i could not think of an appropriate reaction, so for that i am sorry too..
sigh.. i recognize that one of those flaws i have is that i may be too sensitive towards the effect i have on others.. esp the effect of my mistakes! so, this is one of those characters i have in myself that i am getting accustomed to.. i hope i can manage it well soon!!
for many of the awkward moments i may be involved in later in our friendship, i am sorry and i will try to think of an appropriate reaction i can adopt in such time.