sometimes you tell stories or you express yourself in a non obvious way, not because you do not want to be noticed feeling what ever it is you are feeling, but you want to see who can see right through you.. who can predict you! and if ever that person is found, you will watch carefully whether s/he will comfort you or if s/he is stupid enough to not only notice but damage you even further with outrageous comments. a joke?? yeah well.. it was over so get over it!!

ask yourself this question: are you comfortable if what ever you said to one is going to be said to you by another? are you going to be hurt by your very own words?

if everytime you are hurting people and afterwards you are trying to make up with the lame excuse of "joking" , get real! if you can be the joke all the time and not being hurt by being one, then perhaps you have the right to put the joke spotlight on your friend.. if not, please be damn considerate and be a little more sensitive of others' feelings!! Afterall, being a friend is not to pluck a feather a day from your friend's wings!!

pissed?? damn right i am pissed!
ok.. nice to get it out! i am going to be calm again for now.. :D *smash tables*